Lillie Jackson

Lillie Jackson of the National Black Alcoholism and Addictions Council made my day today! After viewing All of Us the movie she has started using Truth Circles in her work. She took it upon herself to pay me a visit on the job in West Philadelphia. I was filming a Truth Circle with a group of young women. Lillie participated in the discussion with her words of wisdom. Lillie has been engaged in HIV work since the 1990s and has much to share. She is using the TruthAIDS Truth Circles idea in her HIV prevention work with young men. I was so happy to hear the idea is spreading. It will take a village to decrease the rate of HIV in the hardest hit communities. Lillie's visit was a reminder that many have been and are already working towards this goal. Her parting words were appropriate: "Stay strong."

Flies on Babies

Just read a BBC article on yet another famine in Ethiopia and watched the video ( http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/7444753.stm ). Anytime Ethiopia is in the news the visual images are usually flies on babies. As a daughter of Ethiopia, living in the land of plenty, these images always leave me with mixed feelings. I either want to buy my plane ticket tomorrow and start working there, or I think about the countless Ethiopian stories of triumph that never make it to a public stage. In both scenarios there are fragments of my human identity: guilt and pride. Being a physician changes my views on both.

Guilt has no therapeutic utility in the physician-patient interaction. In fact, it gets in the way of healing because it obscures the path to the solution. The fact is, we know what to do in order to get Ethiopia fed. The same agrarian revolution that happened in India thirty years ago needs to happen in Ethiopia. What are we waiting for? Pictures of more flies on babies? Perhaps we should reverse the gaze to confront our own role in allowing this tragedy to continue despite the unprecedented wealth and knowledge of the 21st century. Perhaps the flies are clouding our own vision... not the babies'.

Pride is equally useless to me as a physician. The patient is the teacher...end of story. In order to heal, I have to listen and translate the unadulterated truth from the perspective of the patient. You ever wonder what a baby covered with flies would say? Put away your camera and feed me.

Something special...

.... is happening in Philadelphia. It seems like every time I turn around I find a new partnership ready to be had. Today I was at Christ Community Baptist Church in West Philadelphia helping plan a march. Apparently, my zip code, along with the neighboring 19104 zip code has the highest cases of HIV in West Philly. I had the pleasure of meeting yet another visionary pastor, Rev White, who has made it his mission to rally his church and his zip code to do something about it. So, September 27, 2008 we are planning a march on the streets of Philly to educate, motivate, and test. I will be interviewing Rev White as part of the new Philly-based documentary.